Lost

Sometimes, I just feel that I need guidance in my life...

I desperately need someone to guide me...

At least someone for me to rely on and follow his footsteps...

I'm lost... I need directions...

I want to know...

 "What is right, and what's wrong?"

 "Why things shouldn't be done?"

 "When to do the right things?"

Many mistakes been make because of my ignorance...

People say, you should learn from mistakes...

But I think, why don't we learned before the mistakes?

I need someone to talk to...

Someone that can listen to me...

Someone that always be there whenever I need help...

In short, I just need an intimate friend... What we so call “ 知己”

O week day 3

今天的出席率也还好～至少比我想象的好～^^
一大早就带他们去礼堂听东西...study skills 喔...
大家全在前面睡觉，大胆～哈哈哈
早知拍下照，然后捉去罚～
大家睡得正甜，我就在后面紧张我即将出炉的成绩...
啊...很emo地说，三B~
B+, B, B-
晕...Ms Diong你怎改的？
我很肯定我是写了拿A的答案的喔～
这句是安慰自己的傻话～XP
可能真的做得不够好，就差那么一点点...
这句是安慰自己的真话～XP
算吧，没理由要在组员面前emo的是不是...
组长要有很好的情绪控制～
你emo，别人又不知你发生什么事，连组长都emo，他们怎办？
那时是这样和自己说的...

下午时没什么好说的了，大家只是看society表演...
还是觉得前年的表演是最赞的...
哈哈..不过今年的也不是好，是自己多多野罢了...XP

晚上大家吃晚餐后就去练习了...
故事情节是，

一对情侣拍了很久拖，很恩爱
（男主角是女班长，女主角是我们男班长）紧张咯~XP

一开始，就开ribena广告的音乐...然后那对情侣就跑向对方然后手拉手转圈跳舞～  XP

然后“女主角”，就是我们的ah gua就大声地说 “ I am nah bek~ "
我们的两个班长，一个就扮得娘娘腔，一个就很man的～ 颠倒性别了 XP

男主角遇到很久不见的损友，还被带了去clubbing~
那club叫 G6 Club...嘻嘻...分明是我们开的啦～  XP

在clubbing时，当然放着我们的主题曲 “Like a G6”

男主角看着一个女生的屁股，然后用手在远处做了个love型...

然后就立刻开歌， I feel good~  NTV7以前的主题曲～

男主角和损友就一起跳舞～很简单下，我们自己排得～^^

音乐停了，男主角就靠着个女生...泡她～

正好女主角发现了，打了那女生一巴，气愤愤地走了...

男主角尝试追回她，可是被她大力地甩了...

女主角伤心至极，拿起刀片割去手腕...大叫Eteh~~ (日本话筒的意思）

男主角立刻叫 yameteh~~ (日本话不要的意思）

女主角被送去医院，护士拿toilet paper roll帮她包扎～再打她两巴，看她醒不醒...

然后护士大叫Dumbi~!! (印度名）

一个身形大的男生出来帮女主角做人工呼吸，做之前还做了个淫贱的表情给观众看...XP

做了人工呼吸，Dumbi说女主角口臭，直头要呕了...呕着回  XP

之后男主角抱着女主角，唱起nothing gonna change my love for you~

到副歌时，整组人一起出来唱...^^

那就是我们简单的故事情节～

以下就是我们练习的照片～ =D

二十几个人挤一间房，练歌，nothing gonna change my love for you...

想不到我房间挺大的...^^

练舞，I feel good~ haha

真的很好笑很轻松的舞~^^

最后来两张大合照先～  =D

别以为完了，我们之后还去了外面路边排练...
很多车经过都以为我们黑社会打架，因为太多人了，又全部在马路中间～哈哈
排练完后，我也不知发生什么事...
自己多了很多感触，说了整个星期的心声给全员听...然后大家就回家睡觉，大家应该全部都摊尸了...XP

O week day 2

第二天，今天终于准时了...还早到了添...^^
好期待，期待今天会有多少人会出席...
不错嘛，只有三个缺席...真是明爽... :P
过了不久，大家开始去玩游戏了...station games...
一站一站去，没记错的话应该是输了三个station...yor~
输是没什么啦，怕是怕打沉了大家...
通过游戏，真的觉得我们的关系好了，更熟了...^^
有几个游戏真的很铭记于心，
拿冰水斟脚然后答问题，大家答的答案真是笑到肺都脱出来...haha
“不洗澡的好处” >>>   留着自己的味道  XP
“用冰水洗脚的好处”  >>> 解压  XP
“随便一首歌的副歌” >>>  今天～不回家 ～！！！还是喊着来唱...XP

在中午，大家都累垮了...
全都趴桌子了...真是辛苦你们了...

下午，又一轮的station game...
这次是靠自己组员长处来赢的...
发现了些趣事，我们的副班长会超能力...   O.O
每次要玩剪刀石头布时，她终是要自己一个默思一下...
对手都傻眼...
每一局都赢...天啊...哪有那么厉害的东西...  O.O
这个station game大家可在最后输得七彩...
从赢到开航，到输到仆街...XP
百多分，变成三分...哈哈
听说有别组有三百分叻...哈哈...我们也输得太可爱了... :P
你以为容易拿到三分哒? 你想都输不到这分丫～ 哈哈哈
担心的是组员们好像有点upset...
别酱嘛，这只是游戏...
游戏的目的不就是大家开心，使大家的感情越来越好吗？
我觉得友情比分数，奖品来得重要...
有个组员还说不想我们GF在别人面前丢脸...哇...感动～


本想晚上大家再讨论要表演什么的，到最后还是放他们回家休息...
毕竟大家玩了一天都累了...
故事就由副班长和Lewis想吧～ :P
有时少人更好办事，我们四人用了一小时就把故事大纲搞定了...^^
好了，累死，明天再战...aza aza~

O week 2011

一年一度的O week又来了... 3-5-2011
早上六点多就起身准备了...
第一天就迟到meeting，OMG...><
心情是相当兴奋的...
当freshie一个一个进礼堂，当一组组的人开始满了...
心情变得更加紧张...心想 “还有三组 就到我们组了， 两组，一组，来了来了” ^^
慢慢地group 6也开始满人了...
Freshie果然年年都一样，第一天终是blur blur的...
一开始就注意到几个active的，先选了小小只的Gai Choon做我们的“班长”
别看他人仔小小，话可是多得很...应该说很活跃...
再选了个副班长  Venis...OMG...真的很帅气...型～
在下午时，去了SAD hall...主持竟然说要每一组喊slogan...
天啊，忙到裤子都要掉了，哪来的时间来练slogan...直头想都没想过...
用了十分钟想了个出来，用来敷衍主持先，迟些再改...  XP
到最后，大家都回班了，Lewis变了高老师，我就做了吴老师...
哈哈...感觉不错嘛...
大家的slogan出炉了...
“ Group6 !!! Fly like a G6, like a G6...
               Woahhh~
Group6 !!! Win like a G6 !!! "
哈哈...group 6 和like a G6这首歌搭配得不错嘛...^^
来个全体大合照...

晚上，照常，肯定是带freshie去吃东西的啦...
破了我上年的记录，差不多全都有出席...
我的天啊，很感动～
吃完就去我家，大家一起想星期五要表演什么...
晕啊，一人一把嘴 ，场面好混乱，故事情节换了又换...
好了，早早放他们回家...知道大家都累了...
我也累到脱节了...趟了下去就管是睡...
太累了，半夜竟然梦游...自己弹起身...
如果没记错，是自己以为要开会...
晕...三点一次，四点一次，弹起身就坐在那边，看着那椅子...晕...恐怖捏...XP

Sem 6 Holidays part 2

Spent a week in Kampar although Orientation week haven start...

Gone through the four days meeting and preparations...

This year management isn't so good...I mean, if compare to previous years...

Everything just looked damn messy...

The planning was messy...

The organizing committee were messy...

I knew they did their very best...

Have no right to criticizing them, as we didn't do anything much to help either...

Just hope they can handle the situation during the Orientation week...

By the way, hope I got some real "gila gila" group members this time too...

Like last year, thanks to all my group 5 members...Those real active members...Miss them a lot...

Hope I can do my very best this time too...Aza Aza~!! ^^

Spent time in room with my honey " desktop"  XP

Gaming, gaming and keep on gaming...

Call of duty, Call of duty and Call of duty...

Love FPS (first person shooting) game series like this...

Latest Call of Duty 7 Black Ops

It's really a hell of an experience...Everything just look so real, as if I am in the game...

Each episode I played, it just like I watch a Hollywood movie...It really damn nice, especially the story line...

The graphic improve from time to time, thing become nicer and nicer for each episode...

See for yourself...^^

Call Of Duty, World at War

Talks about the world war two...

It is not as good as the other episodes, but at least I learned something from it...

I knew how Japanese and Nazis's cruelty...

I knew how they fought during world war..how people died...

It is a eye opener experience too, when you got a chance to burn enemies fortress into ashes, cut through enemies throat, shoot them in the head and spread blood all around...

You can't do things like this in the movie rite? Unless you are the actor itself... XP

My sem6 holidays

Overall, the holidays was a satisfaction...
Used everyday of it fully...  ^^

Watched two China Drama...《水浒传》,《 美人心计》...

Love all the goddamn characters especially the 36 major characters...Hooah ^^

Like this drama cuz it is cunning enough and exciting...Better than the hong kong's “Gong Sum Gai" 

Two also didnt finished, cuz it started to get boring when it came to the middle part... XP
Buh...didnt watch Hong Kong drama, feel like it's sucks if compare to China one...
Everybody watched and discussed 《女拳》...Blah, it's just another drama like 《铁马寻桥》《 黄飞鸿》... Sure bored sei...

Then, on 18th of April, we went to Genting trip, I mean with my DPR gang...
It's nothing special just like last time, it just hanging out with different people and can get different experiences...
Nothing to talk much here..Let the pictures do all the talking...^^

First day...Indoor came first...

Ahh...Shooting games, always been my favorite..Btw, what the hell from behing peeking? Didnt see people take photos b4?  XP

Second day, outdoor~

Din't get much chance to take photos like this...Love this pic...^^

The most terrifying suicide machine~  O...man...scared my shit off, although I played before...XP

My second cup of starbucks in my life...Miss the first time damn damn damn much...It was valentines day... 

> <

Straight went to KL after Genting... The journey to KL is really unforgettable..Suffered all the way to hotel  cuz of dizziness... SMILE Hotel, probably one of the best hotel I ever stayed...At least it is 1000 times better than Genting First World room...

Our room for 4 person...RM128, reasonable price as it really really worth it...^^

Ahhh...exhausted and nearly faint when i got on the bed...Finally can get rid of the car dizziness..haha

~Second Part of the Holidays will be continued as I'm still enjoying it~ ^^

Getting Crazy -Mental Problem-

我知道一直以来我的情绪都很有问题...
只是不知道好像越来越严重那样了...
觉得自己有轻微暴力倾向...
不是在现实世界，而是在梦里...
在梦里终是做许多暴力的事情...
平日都是些芝麻小事...
可是昨夜的梦可把我吓醒了...
不知何事，佩弄得我很气，好像在威胁我...
拿起利器就插去她肩膀边...
妹来阻止，用另把利器插在我手上，我捉住她，一刺就刺穿她手了...
O...它妈的...我有可能去伤害她们吗？
一个是旧爱，一个是在乎的妹...
真的好变态的梦，不对，应该说发这梦的人才变态丫...
唉...可以别酱吗？我不要～～

Get Started

Life lately is very normal and simple...


Finished all the assignments and presentations...Feel so relaxed...


Had a nice weekend in ipoh, though it was crazy...


Whatever it is, no matter how fun it was, all must be put a side at the moment...


Exam coming soon...  10 days to go > <


"Call of Duty-Black Ops", I gonna buy u so deadly after the exam...

...On the other hand...

Your life seems to be getting better and better, there is no point I try to interfere it...So, that's zit... That's how we started to march into different path... All the best to you... ^^

Before O Week

又一次参加了orientation week的 group facilitator (GF)...
今天要去开会时，真是超赶，下雨，还要迟到...  > <
那时在想，不知今年的 GF 们是怎的新脸孔...
上一年，全都是自己人，DPR，DAC...
今年的，就只有几个认识的罢了...
分组开始，又第六组...我以前一进ktar时的组...
真的是有始有终，进入ktar时第六组，要离开ktar之际又第六组...
我和Vincent Tan同组...还好啦...知道是谁，只是不熟...
感觉很怪，上一年他还是我隔壁组的 “帅鸡头”junior...
现在却要做我 patner 了...
比起来，上一年的SWC comitee好像比较gila gila些，容易相处...
今年的怎么就是有种压逼感...
好怀念Sorzai，整天成笑饼的Steven，最好的partner Li Ping...
怎都好啦，参加了就要做到最好...

On the other hand

在会议结束后，有很多人都想要换组...

我就是其中之一，不是说我的partner不好，只是想到带了Ah Koh去参加...应该和他一起才对...

先去问SWC President，他说不能换...

再去问上届SWC President，Sorzai，他说他没说话权... o...swt.. = =

好了，去和大伙谈...

既然 “在明” 我们不能换组，就“暗中”偷偷换好了...

我就是那样，我不会死死去跟从命令...

我会觉得只要做的没带来坏处，什么都无所谓...

在规矩里钻洞洞的事我最在行了...

想了办法给大伙如何去暗中换组...

大家一直在讨论，好像在谋什么那样...

真像要谋朝删位，反清复明....哈哈

办法是有了，不过就是有些问题settle不了...

我的组已搞定了，剩大伙儿的...

Committee 们问，你们有什么问题吗？

大伙没人敢说，我挺了出去，说要换组...

以为以群众力量可以使他们“关半边眼”的...

怎知还是失败...

他们就是不批准，我们就继续“谋”

我帮大伙voice out了大家的想法给committee...

又是不能....> <

都是上一年的committee好，他们有种味道，人情味...~

突然Ah Koh过来和我说，“别搞了，再搞，committee就把你当“大鬼头”了 ”

又对，帮大伙说了那么多东西，committee以为我是鬼王怎办...

和Ah Koh，Vincent，他们离开了，不理了...

一开始就在那认识了第五，第七，第十组...

先打好关系都好，O week做起事来可以有个照应...

to be continued

Tiring life

最近又很累了...

不用说，肯定又是assignment deadline的关系...

那黑眼圈又来了...鬼那样...

还说这星期要出街...

真是出去下人咩？怎见人...

脸还是亦然那么残，朋友说是时候找个女友滋嫩下了...

晕...得把嘴说，永远是很容易的... = =